Sunday, February 13, 2011

What if....???

wat is the time? how long i have been sleeping?
was she here? did she really call me??
of course not... she is gone.. how can she call me now?
why is the damn bell still ringing? have i not switched it off?? am i awake now?


da..wake up.... how long can you sleep???
common di... its a sunday.... wat should i do gettin up?
potta...its Saturday and you were saying you had something imp in office....
oh f**k! thanx di... you are a savior....


was it raining all night? was i not awake all night? when did i sleep? why does it hurt so bad? how much can it bleed? was it all my mistake? What if i did something different? What if i did not go? What if....



Where did you go? i was searching you all day long...
i juz did not feel like sitting in the office di... was at hibu's cubicle all morning and then went to ammavan's for lunch and then to dorm... full day no work... enna patti??
nthin, juz thought of giving you a call....
gud, den shall we go for a tea??


what is this taste in mouth? was i drunk? was it last night? Who is that shouting at me?

y do you always fight with me?
common di.... i was juz teasing you...
dont you ever say anything like dat ever....
ook... im sorry.... by the way, you look good when you blush..



what am i looking at? is it white? am i still sleeping? which is this bed? is it still night? who is that looking at me? why is he talking so loud?
'can you see me, Roan? at least move your eyelid dear'
'sorry, your son doesn't seem to respond. i doubt if he is still out of the coma. i suggest you carry on with the funeral'


di... shall we get married?
potta... is this how you propose to a gal?? cant you do at least this favor of proposing in a proper way?


Why is my vision blurry? is that tears? can i still cry? Why is that nurse running towards me? What if this is a new beginning? What if... I..!!?!!